I don't like being left out. I don't like missing things.
I anticipate this will be one of the hardest things about leaving to go to Africa. I am definitely going to miss things going on back home. Friends are going to hang out, family will celebrate Christmas and New Years, and I will not be there.
I think the aspect that scares me the most though, is that while I am gone, people might move on with their lives (which is completely expected) and when I get back, things will be different. Relationships that I have with people might change or end and new relationships between people might start while I am away, and that could change the relationships that I have. And I don't want things to change. Or really, I should say, I don't want things to change for the worse or that might leave me out of the equation.
I don't really know how to end this thought...because it is a legitimate fear that I have.
Is this another thing I should be trusting God with? The answer is a resounding yes.
But I still don't want things to change.
About Me
- Rach
- i am just a lost girl who has been found. i may still be blind but i am trying to see.
2 comments:
You are too important to us to forget you! Remember that :)
You will be missed as well and plus you're going to have so many wonderful stories about that people that you've met and things you've done and i know for sure that i can't wait to hear ALL of them :)
Love you! See you soon!
Rach! We can't forget you! You're one of the core group of us-ness! And lets be serious...Nick goes away all the time and we still love him. We still love Will and he's never around. People still love Kev and I (I think? lol) and we're away for a full year!! Of course things are gonna change but you'll still be in the loop. :D
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